Yearning ...

Time: 10.02am
Location: Sitting on a couch, with an aircon that's freezing...and yeap..I'm in my office

I think it's PMS. I feel like turd. Perhaps it's due to the overwhelming new things that's happening recently, and I'm feeling the toll on me. Perhaps it's because the last vacation I took practically drained me out of my energy...(shopping and walking non-stop at Bangkok) Or perhaps it's the conversation I had with my new colleagues yesterday.

Well, they're mentioned some stuffs to me and I feel very sad...'cos they're actually nice people. Not the bitchy, political ones you'll often meet. I'm someone who tries to avoid change, not that I can't deal with it... I just don't like things not going the way they used to be. But still, I can understand their situations cos' (damn, now Sally Yeh's emotional song playing in the background) that's the reason why I left my old job.


I think the lazy bug has bit me. I'm like in this 'I want to take a break and not work for weeks' kind of mood. Like feeling totally wasted. I yearn for a nice long holiday back in Japan, and do nothing but breathe in the fresh country air there. I yearn to have a nice long lunch with close friends, and just slouch in a cafe with a piece of cake and earl grey.

Now I'm still seaten in this 'supposedly-temp-corner' which has slowly evolved into my permanent place. Honestly, I don't like it. I want a proper space to call my own... it doesn't feel like coming to work when you're seaten in the so-called common area. Still, I'll see how things go... I just posted yesterday that I'm enjoying my life now, so I shall continue to do so, without letting any unneccssary stuffs like where I seat get in the way.

Cheerios.